4.1.05
Me Again
Back again. If fact, I've been in this state now for a couple of months. Since I got dumped. After the fireworks in Ravenscourt Park on 6 November. In a French bistro in Chiswick.
It happens. Being dumped. Twice in one year. It's becoming a habit. But it was for the better.
I've had a look at L&F a few times since then. No-one really jumps out. I do feel a bit emotionally exhausted at the moment. It wasn't that my last relationship was particularly a rollercoaster, but I do feel flat in the emotional arena at the moment. I don't want to go on dates at the moment, particularly. I don't feel ready or up to it. Anyay, the truth is that I won't be doing any dating until I've lost at least 15 kg. About June, I hope.
It happens. Being dumped. Twice in one year. It's becoming a habit. But it was for the better.
I've had a look at L&F a few times since then. No-one really jumps out. I do feel a bit emotionally exhausted at the moment. It wasn't that my last relationship was particularly a rollercoaster, but I do feel flat in the emotional arena at the moment. I don't want to go on dates at the moment, particularly. I don't feel ready or up to it. Anyay, the truth is that I won't be doing any dating until I've lost at least 15 kg. About June, I hope.
